monkeybottle

I Dreamed

4/24/2006

Gang


I was in a mostly empty parking lot at night. Two white guys and a Latino surrounded me and one of them grabbed my arm. I tried to yell for help but my voice didn't work very well.

4/23/2006

Jealousy

Brad broke up with me for a girl with beautiful long red hair.

4/19/2006

Ritual


Brad and I were driving in his car. He told me that the new cabinet knobs would be installed in his childhood house that he just bought.

We were on a brick walkway near a low concrete wall. We wrote "Leslie" in chalk on the wall for a ritual we were going to perform to summon her to us.

4/18/2006

Love Compass


There was a teenager who looked like Leif who wanted me to love him. I was supposed to spend the night with him so that I could get to know him and find out if I wanted to love him. He told me that he ran all the way from Seattle to the apartment where we were staying. I tried to avoid cuddling with him because it didn't seem right but I kind of wanted to, so I let him hold me every once in a while and then I'd push him away.

I was looking at a piece of paper that had a design on it. It was a circle with two lines made up of small circles snaking out from the top and bottom. It was beautiful and I drew straight lines near it with a tool that I called a compass that was actually a stick.

4/07/2006

Me Man


I was in a big house in the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I realized I was balding. I had thin blonde hair hanging to my shoulders and my hairline was receeding. I was scared and kept looking at it and touching it. Then I realized I was a man and someone besides myself and I didn't care anymore. I sat down on the toilet and unzipped my pants, and a long red penis telescoped out from a foreskin. It kind of bent in the middle and it felt really good when I touched it. Later I was in a bedroom and trying to keep a lynx from getting in. I shut the door but it came in through a crack.

4/04/2006

Harvard


I was supposed to catch a plane to fly to Harvard. I drove to the airport, but halfway there everything switched and I was sitting in the backseat of a car being driven by someone else. There were four boys from the East Coast in the backseat with me, and they were about 12 years old and all had brown hair. I was sitting next to the door with my arm along the back of the seat and the boy next to me had his head in my armpit. When we got to the airport I went up to a kiosk in the parking lot to buy a ticket. They took my card but wouldn't get me a ticket. Finally they gave me one and told me to go inside and find gate A65. I couldn't remember if it was A65 or B65 and I kept losing my ticket in my pockets and in my backpack. I saw a group of children and went to sit down next to them on the floor to listen to a story. Then I realized I was late for my flight so I started looking for the gate again. I had to go through a lot of unmarked white rooms with lots of doors to choose from.

4/03/2006

Interrupted


I was having sex with Brad when Grandmother came in and put an extra blanket in the dresser. I tried to get under the covers, and no one said anything.

4/02/2006

Uva Ursi


I was in a rowboat being taken to an island called Uva Ursi with Firefly for a job tracking an animal. The island was only a few thousand square feet and it had a shack in the center. When we got to the island it became a town and we went into the shack which was now a beautiful villa with huge open courtyards. Everything was colored gray and it was very peaceful. I got on the back of Firefly's bike and we rode into town. He kept stopping to pick 2 liter plastic bottles out of the bushes, which irritated me. We went to a restaurant and were leaning against the wall waiting for a table. Suddenly the lights went out and it was pitch dark, but I could still see everyone and they all continued to eat and act as though nothing had happened. We decided to leave and as I stepped away from the wall, I realized I had leaned against the light switch and turned it off.